I Am

I AM: a perfectionist.
I WANT: To be back in the UP.
I WISH: I would land my dream job in Seattle.
I HATE: Uncertainty
I MISS: My family, and Josh
I HEAR: what I want to.
I WONDER: if my little corner of the world will ever feel 'just right'
I REGRET: measuring my success and accomplishements by comparison: too often I think I am only as smart, successful, funny, or pretty as the people around me are not.
I AM NOT: very spontaneous, though I'd like to be.
I DANCE: in my car hehe.
I SING: all the time.
I CRY: when I have to leave Josh
I AM NOT ALWAYS: accepting.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: homemade bread.
I WRITE: love letters to Joshua.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I NEED: to understand that life is best lived as a series of right nows, individual moments that somehow, someday add up to something bigger.
I SHOULD: let things go.
I START: too many projects
I FINISH: most of them...eventually.